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I'm not usually saddened by death, in fact I'm pretty indifferent… - I sharpen my teeth with my tongue
Tue, Apr. 12th, 2005 10:14 pm
I'm not usually saddened by death, in fact I'm pretty indifferent about it. When I hear someone has died, it will affect my day only to the point of mourning for an hour or so and racking my brain for memories of the person in question. But now there's been a death that is really reverberating through my head constantly. To some people, having a loving connection with a pet can seem cheesey when it's brought to a human level. For me, it's the least cheesey kind of human connection. In fact, I've had more of a connection with my pets than I have ever had with a person. Being Wiccan also comes into consideration on that note, because most witches have familiars (animals which you are so tuned into, you can utilize their help when performing magick.)

Stella, my cat, was a gift from my boyfriend and is essentially the only thing of great value I took from our relationship (other than a shitload of nasty male-related stigma). One of my recent entries told of her birthing a kitten. Uno, that kitten, passed away yesterday morning. I was devastated. But I have to be more on the up-and-up because Stella will pick up on my distress faster than any friend I have.

Yes, I am unable to type "Stella's kitten died." Uno deserves more than a sentence. I miss her already. And nobody better say she's in kitty heaven.

Anyway, her death was disheartening but I've got my frackin' hands full so I'm sort of in 'coast' mode right now. I'm acing all of my MVA classes, I went above and beyond at work this past weekend, and I'm slowly assembling some state of physical health. I flushed out some negative influences (some went more smoothly than others, but are gone nonetheless) and beginning next week, will eventually begin to be surrounded by good friends again.

Yep. This glitterwhore's starting to do all right again.

Aunt V and Janice had so much to do with getting my butt in gear. I'll pay them back somehow.

And on another completely awesome note:

I GOT TO SEE MSI MONDAY NIGHT. I WAS TWO FEET FROM JIMMY URINE. MY FRIEND TOUCHED HIS ASS.



Me with my ticket and my underage X's

Current Mood: Pussy'd All Night
Current Music: MSI - Diabolical

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catatonicia
catatonicia
J. Naoe
Wed, Apr. 13th, 2005 06:48 am (UTC)

::hugs:: I'm sorry about Uno. :( How is Stella girl handeling it?


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glitterwhore
glitterwhore
The melodramatic bullshit QUEEN
Tue, Apr. 19th, 2005 08:33 am (UTC)

it'll be all right. thanks for the concern, sweetheart.


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goodchase
goodchase
everything you never wanted
Wed, Apr. 13th, 2005 02:18 pm (UTC)

rip uno
.......


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glitterwhore
glitterwhore
The melodramatic bullshit QUEEN
Tue, Apr. 19th, 2005 08:33 am (UTC)

Aw, thank you..


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thetattoogirl
thetattoogirl
* Yvönne Dänger *
Thu, Apr. 14th, 2005 02:28 pm (UTC)

oh my I'm sorry bout Uno.


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glitterwhore
glitterwhore
The melodramatic bullshit QUEEN
Tue, Apr. 19th, 2005 08:34 am (UTC)

S'alright, thank you darlin'.


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pistolathand
37 mm.
Tue, May. 17th, 2005 02:14 pm (UTC)

to FUCKING die for.
serial_sluts


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